I guess we all walk alone, it’s better off for all of our hearts. I regret letting myself love you. All I did was take shit. And to think I don’t know what your hands feel like, or the warmth in your eyes, I see a face, a beautiful girl, someone or anyone would fall for her. I did have her once, a long time ago. I realized I was really lonely, now I live for me, and if God exists I hope I drop dead eventually, but for the moment I’ll ride it out.
This girl I was in love with back in my later high school years into my 20s. I loved everything about her but everything fell apart. Probably my fault in retrospect. I was struggling to learn to make it by by myself at this time. If my older self is reading, then you made it. here is just a piece of what was going on with me at the time. memories should just stay as such.
I was happy though